music

I've been going around  looking for new songs...or old songs...that I like but never foudn out the name....I found nothing...so I let some of my friends give me new songs to listen to...and one of them sent me this: 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEsILXAJJFk

I kinda like it.....no idea why.......I think its because of the rythim....and because I like creepypastas and things like that....well I like it for some reason...

 

NOTE: I can't spell a lot of things right today >_>

how my life has been...

well...I'm hurt...and in pain....and I'll probably faint because I can't eat anything at all........I'll be waiting....since its the only thing I can do......my foot is bleeding....and the other one has a weird mark on it.....my hands won't stop shaking....my head hurts....all of this just because of reading a book that I have to read at school....I wish I wasn't like this....I don't want to make people upset or worried because of me....I'm tired of always being told I do things wrong......but now that I think about it....I can still smile and laugh and play.....its weird.......tati cut her hair...and Sebastian is coming soon....I feel weird.....I can't think right.....fairies are leaving me.....I haven't seen Nagami-sensei in a while.....or Kim.....or Lyan....or Carla....or everyone else...the only ones I have right now are Kang, Miley, Anime, Storm, Rin, Joey....and him........the people at the hospital are still not done doing tests to see if something is wrong....I'm just hoping they won't find out about....them......if they do its game over....that has been bothering me for a while.....if I mess up its all over....they'll do even more tests and then I'll have to go away....or I'll have to take a lot of meds....and I can barely take 3 right now......I don't want things to keep changing.....I don't want people to get hurt...that's why I'll listen to what she said to me:

 

 

"even when I'm broken and I can't get up I'll put on a smile, I'll smile and show them that I'll be fine in the future even if now I'm not"

 

I've been doing that my whole life....I guess U'll go sleep for a while now....or sing iNsAnITY

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Ari left for New Jersey......I'll probably never see her again.....the moment we got back mom yelled at me.....how am I not going to cry when a person that's like a sister to me moves away?! I can't feel any emotion right now......I can't eat or drink anything so I'll probably end up fainting.....its not like it matters anymore.....my end is probably soon.....even if I don't want it.....I'll start posting here everyday......if I miss two days....I'm gone....

scared and mad

I'm scared today. Ari is leaving at 7:35 am and I'll probably never see her again. Some of my friends have been getting warned about being banned...but I don't see what's wrong. All of those people have saved my life. All those *hugs* that they send me have kept me going, but now it turns out *hugs* are sexual content. I have no idea about you guys, but for me sexual content is way worse than hugging and kissing. If my friends get banned from Haiku I will only have one week of life left. I know this because a lot of times I have been about to do it when I don't talk with certain people for a week. All of my friends are roleplayers and most of them follow the rules, so I don't see why they can't *hug* or *kiss* others. Some people that have been reported a lot of times, and come every single day to mess with us, don't get banned! But the people I care about and keep me living get banned for dumb resons! If it wasn't because I can't talk with them out of Haiku I would have left years ago! But I won't......I can't......I really don't want to die....but without them.....I know I'l lose it.....please read this and understand

My Hometown

My Hometown

  I grew up, and still live, in the town of Naguabo. This is in an island called Puerto RIco. i love my town, but at the same time I wish I could change many things in it. Like for example: I would make the streets a safer place, I wouldn't allow any bullying or anything like that. 

   I remember one time when I was young I went out to play with my neighbor. We were going to ride our bikes, but out of nowhere a man came and took them. Even if its like this I still love it. I grew up here, I crashed my bike in a tree here, I went swimming in the rivers here, this is my town and no one will take that from me no matter what. I know this is late, but i still wanted peopleto know