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How can I put a smile on my face and walk around knowing that I hurt you?
You walk around with a smile on your face saying you're fine, but I know that inside, all you feel is pain.
It's killing you inside.
I can see it, no matter how hard you try to hide it with your smiles and laughs.
Yet, strangely, I can't bring myself to comfort you.
There's no way to avoid the pain inside, no matter how much we try to lie to ourselves to feel better.
The deed has been done.
No way to take back the pain.
And, at some point, you finally break down, letting all the feelings out, crying and just wanting to be left alone.
People walk by, laughing under their breaths, not giving you a second glance.
I want to help you, to tell those people to "f*** off" and give you a hug.
Seeing you in this pain makes me hurt inside more than you.
It breaks my heart to see you upset.
But, I just can't find the right words to say.
So I leave you there, sitting on the bench, crying.
I scold myself, knowing what I just did was wrong.
But, when I turn around to apologize, to tell you something important, you're no longer there.
Where have you gone?
I haven't had a chance to tell you something.
I look around, searching for you.

Then, over my shoulder, I hear a whisper in my ear, those three small words telling me I'm finally forgiven.

"I love you."

My first entry

Um, hello! This is my first diary entry, so why not talk about what I did yesterday? :D

Yesterday I went to a GREEN DAY concert!! It was their last concert of their summer tour...but as they said, they saved the best for last! And guess what? THE CONCERT WAS BEING RECORDED FOR THEIR NEW CD, LIVE FROM THEIR SUMMER TOUR!!! Which means I am totally going to buy it when it comes out! Also, the concert was amazing! I had TONS of fun, and I wish that when they start up their tour again, I can go! It was the best day ever!
Ree-Uh~