why do i even...

I don't understand why i keep going on to this site still.. The only thing i remember is... how we use to be... how we stayed up countless nights just to talk to one another..., how he always made me the happiest person ever... how we both laughed... cried... for eachother.. how we were so close... bestfriends for 2 years... didn't hide anything from eachother... love so deep.. you were scared to leave me you said... you were never going to fall for anyone else you said... you loved me you said..... what happened?