a white sheet

Dear diary,

 

finally i could be alone and focus on myself.

Tmr, I will leave here for Poland and I am so excited about and should accept this reality.

I just have to feel free and always care about myself first.

i wanna be like a white sheet and always try to paint my fav colors on it.

I have to chose my fav ones during living in an another country! 

Don’t think too much just enjoy what I want to do there

make a lot of friends and be inspired from everything that I see :)

 

Do my best just enjoy :) 

Love y friends and family :)

 

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Mayuko

 

luckiest girl ever

Dear Diary,

I was just thinking..

one day, one of my best friends said that almost all my friends are literally overprotective, im overprotected by my friends..

i do think so too, i am the luckiest girl.

these day, someones i do not know well but im texting to are so kind to me all the time, and i was kinda anxious about it.. haha

but they told me how important spending time with family and freinds is. 

Because of chatting with them, i could notice that why i can be always happy.

My family and friends are always supportive and sometimes they are stirict to me.

this year, i wanna show the appriciation to all of them, and want to rebuild the relationship between them in the much better way!

 

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Okey anyway im sleepy now 

 

Mayuko

bad at writing

Dear diary

Almost all my friends are now depending on or addicted to instagram and I wanted to escape from it. Finding new app for freedom, I met this.

i just want to express myself clearly here and enjoy!

it is my Diary! Yes! Finally!

 

 

2019, I made the decision that I don’t hide from my darkness, and I have to say whatever indirectly with using music or something like that. 

Im gonna study abroad in Poland where a lot of people learn music, and focus on myself there :)

Enjoy whatever wherever whenever :)

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Wanna change in a good way :)

 

Mayuko